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back from school today : oh -hell ! argh ! watafak ! im in pain .

People keep judging me and i hate it . What the fuck? I have my own life and u have ur sooplease get a life guys don't such be a seriously fucking bitch .i know im not brilliant like you all  ,not lucky enough like other guys to show you who i am so listen, if stupid and hypocrite is what you label me, im fucking you . one more thing ,don't make the fake story and told to everyone im kinda like a liar girl .huhh - pls mom ,i wanna to quit the tuisyen fucking centre .i can study myself !  NOBODY IN THIS WORLD IS PERFECT ! Mind ur words suckers .

I used to wonder, maybe I'm lucky to just breath in this world, maybe there's someone else out there that feels the same. I'm trying to feel calm again but everytime I'm back on my track, bad things keep on coming and break me down, torn my skins, little by little. Sometimes I just want to run away-  back wasn't an easy thing. Life is hard and I guess that's the part that I live on for the past fifteen years.

 Despite the fact that the students who count over the exam was the one who usually scores A in most of their subjects. I was jealous of them, not because of their hardworking attitude or their successful results but to that feeling that bothers them a lot. Their mouth was dry, there were butterflies in their stomach, and their knees were shaking so much as if they were about to meet God. Why ? Why do God grace you which such an enormous feeling ?  Kenapa ? Kenapa aku seorang sahaja yang tak pernah sekali pun gentar pasal PMR ? Kenapa bagi aku hidup ni tak pernah adil?