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arggghh ! i don't hve any idea guys to write about today ,aha. okayy,today i skip my school ,means absent and 'ponteng sesuka hati ' .HAHA ;D WHY I'M ABSENT TODAY ? first reasons cause today my monthsary with him and my friends Azureen Dawod ,Fatin Ameera Rosli and Nurul Afeeqa Zainal were planned jogging together ,breakfast together ,online together and more lah .so that means we wanna spent a great times as a good friends .Moreover ,next week is last week for students go to school.humm ,okay2 that was my reasons why i'm 'ponteng' for today .(macam la hari ini first time ponteng).HAHA ;D Okay ,lets me start for today . At 7.00am Fatin sent me message 'jadi ke tidak' and i reply to her 'jadilah gile' .haha;D .Then ,she reply back 'okay2 aku nak smbung tidur ,nanti dah siap kejut' .then ,i'm felt sympathy and gave her a time to continue her sweetdreams .grrr**.then,i'm texting Afeeqa .But her phone was switch off .so,i guess...

It's our day , It's the second ;DD Happy second monthsary sayang ! All the drama , the sadness , the happiness, and all the other bullshit that always try to make us down doesn't mean anything when you and i still got each other back. finally i found a boy who always be there for me. Sometimes we had fight and i cry, sometimes i do feel like giving up. But you always make me come for you again and again and again. like there's some magic in you that i can't resist of. How I survive when I'm not with you? Every fight we had, i still try to not get over react with it, cause if you know me, i'm such a negative thinker when I had fight with him. Crying with him is the best thing in my life. I don't even know why. He always said that I must stop thinking about what other people say to make our relationship apart. I'm running out of words to say but what I know is, our loves will never ends. Our promises, I will hold on that. I love you so muc...

This was my first time trying out contacts lens so I was very excited. "ketinggalan zaman"right ?HAHA .As you can see, they are in different packaging? Why is this? Are they simply branded versions of one another?When I first tried them on at the my auntie home, I noticed that they were blurry. My auntie said that was normal and just required a few days to get used to. When I arrived home, I decided to test out my vision.I placed a hand over my left eye and viewed through just my right eye.WOW ! perfect vision. I am typing this now with my contacts lens and it is very nice.yeeahhaa !

hari ni saya membuka cerita dgn bahasa melayu ye :) kumbang bukan seekor, bunga bukan sekuntum :) kumbang memerlukan bunga untuk madu, bunga memerlukan kumbang untuk serbuk sari , al-dipendekkan cerita nya, kumbang dan bunga diibaratkan simbol lelaki and perempuan.  bak kata orang zaman duluu , jika aku jadi bunga , kau jadi kumbangnya faham kan? :)  CINTA/LOVE/COUPLE/BREAK ala dunia orang muda , nowadays, kita tk hairan if dengar orang couple then break then putus harapan, putus asa then decide to do something stupid * i was like that before. but, kita kene study from our mistakes. experience is the best teacher.  tapi,disebabkan rasa suka, timbul lah rasa sayang. bagi si kumbang, *sesetengah, nafsu yg memainkan peranan. soal hati dn perasaan belakang kira punya cerita. si bunga pula, mengharap kan keikhlasan dn kononnya percaya akan janji janji manis, apabila madu disentuh, ditinggalkan bagai sampah. pendek kata, *again , habis madu sepah dibuang. kumbang ambil ...

F or now, i dont know the exact feeling that I have. sometimes I get sad, mad and i do felt i want to cry. this mixed up feeling really bothered me and making me hate my self of who i am becoming. but, nobody's really care about me. its okay, i will try to make my own self happy instead of making yours. I AM TIRED. i am tired of be freaking fucking nice to who ever that never care a single fucking thing about me. i guess you just taking me for granted. i know who i am and let me tell ya something , maybe i already said it before but let me tell you again, " I DID NOT LIVE TO PLEASE YOU "  there is no YOU in my dictionary. AND i really tired to handle this pain. I DID NOT EXIST TO YOU, invisible girl maybe the right name for me right now. its okay, its alright, i'm a stupid girl. do look for me when you in trouble and forget me when you already be happy. i already used to this pain cause every single time you make me feel like this. i hope you are happy....