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father oh father -.-

I'm not that close to Ayah. He doesn't talk much to me and I never expect any words from him too. The only thing that he will talk about is education and of course, it pisses me off and I will start raising my voice and defend myself. So yeah, I will end up hurting his feelings. But you know, he doesn't really care.
I'm no longer his favorite daughter, we don't share the same hobbies anymore. I'm never good enough for him, there's always something about me that never seems to fit his expectations. And the fact that he always judge me for my flaws and compared me with some smart people kind of hurt me. It feels like I'm nothing to him; Like I'm not something that he can be proud of. Just for once I wish to hear him say, 'I will support you no matter what' but no, that doesn't sound like reality at all.

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